Ang buhay ng isang bulalakaw

May mga bagay sa mundo na hindi natin maintindihan, may mga tanong na inaakala nating walang kasagutan pero sa totoo ay asa harapan na natin ito. Bakit nga ba sadyang mahirap ang buhay ng tao kahit na gaano ito kadaling tignan? Maaari ba tayong linlangin ng ating paningin? Maaari bang tayo ay biruin ng tadhana sa paraang magpapa-isip sa atin kung tama nga ba ang daan na pinili nating tahakin?

Ito ang awit ko, ang awit mo, ang awit nating lahat.

Huwag nating pgilan ang ating sariling lumuha, tumawa o magkaroon ng pakiramdam dahil likas sa tao ang pagiging maramdamin, walang taong manhid dahil lahat tayo ay may pakiramdam, ang taong nagkukubli ng pakiramdam ang madalas napagkakamalang manhid at sa parrang ito madalas niyang nalilinlang ang ibang mga tao.

Ang huwad ay walang pinagkaiba sa bruha, pareho silang may pagkukulang sa mga tao at pareho din silang may ginagawa para sa tao, hindi sila dapat pakialaman at hindi sila dapat hayaan, sila ay mga nilalang na madalas nating nakakasalamuha ng hindi natin nalalaman.

May mga bagay na nangyayari sa buhay ng isang tao na magbibigay sa kanya ng buhay na masaya, maraming kasama at maraming kaibigan, pero may mga bagay na ginagawa ang tao sa buhay niya na nagiging sanhi ng pagkawala ng mga kasama niya, kaibigan niya at mga taong nasa paligid niya, kaya sa tao din nakasalalay ang magiging kinalabasan ng kanyang mga gawain.

Ang buhay ay arbitraryo, may mga paningin sa buhay ang ibang tao na taliwas na tingin ng iba, pero iisa ang hangarin ng bawat tao, ang makaranas ng kaligayahan....ang mga taong naghahanap ng kalungkutan ay nakararamdam ng kaligayahan sa kabila ng kalungkuta, dahil iba-iba ang hinuhugutan ng bawat tao ng kaligayahan nila, sumakatuwid, ang buhay ay arbitraryo, parang ang vernakulo ng ibang tao na hindi iba sa atin, hindi man ito ating atin, nagkakaintindihan parin.

Samahan ang sarili sa pagtahak ng mga pagsubok ng buhay, huwag na huwag iiwan ang sariling nag-iisa sahil ang dulot nito ay isang matinding pighati...isang matinding pighati na mahaba ang durasyon, matagal ang buhay at mabagal ang takbo, hindi mo ito kakayanin at ikaw ay luluha, huwag na huwag mapagpapasiyahang paslangin ang sarili pagkat hindi ito magandang daan upang ang problema ay mahanapan ng lunas, hindi lunas sa pagsubok ang pagtakas dito, marapat lang na harapin ang bawat pagsubok at matuto sa lahat ng pagkakamaling nagawa sa buhay.

Maaaraing magkaroon ng mga pagsisisi sa buhay ang isang tao, pero hindi niya mararating ang kanyang kasalukuyang estado kung hindi niya nagawa ang pagpapasyang iniiaip niyang mali, dahil ang bawat bagay ang nagaganap sahil sa isang dahilan...

Maaaring ang dahian ng pangyayari na ito ay nauna o darating pa lamang...pero sa kabilang banda...ang dahilan ng mga pangyayari ay nasa puno at dulo ng ating mga pagpapasya, ang dahiln na nagsanhi ng pagpapasya, at ang dahilan na isinanhi ng pagpapasya.

Magulo ang buhay pero napaka-ayos nito, maikli ito pero mahaba, madali ito pero mahirap...ito ang mga pag-uuyam ng buhay, ito ay dulot ng natural na paghanap ng tao ng mga paraan upang lalong maging maligaya sa buhay niya dito sa mundo, hindi ito maiaalis sa isang nilalang, bagkus ito ay tumitindi sa bawaw araw, oras, minuto, segundo ng buhay niya.

Huwag maging huwad sa laro ng buhay, huwag mawalan ng mala sa iyong kapaligiran. ito ang taghoy ng ating isipan...ang buhay ay pag-ingatan...Maging maligaya at maging masaya.

Ito ang buhay ng tao.

What are my Advocacies?

Environment
- Because I believe the the environment is the source of livelihood and life of many all.
- Because I believe the the environment must be taken care of.
- Because global warming is now and is still happening.
- Because we don't like our children to suffer.
- Because I can make a difference.
- Because I can.
- Because I care.
- Because we do not want to have sunburn.
- Because flash floods kill many lives.
- Because the birds have no more trees to nest on.
- Because we do care.

Children
- Because I believe that they deserve love.
- Because I believe they are future leaders.
- Because they deserve to have a home.
- Because they deserve to learn.
- Because Child Labor is against the law.
- Because God loves the Children.
- Because children must be treated with tenderness and care.
- Because children are not sex toys.
- Because children deserve a better future.

Women
- Because they are the carriers of life.
- Because they are an instrument of procreation.
- Because they are not weak.
- Because they must be cared for.
- Because they are not punching bags.
- Because I care for my Mother.
- Because I care for my Sister.
- Because I care for every Woman.
- Because I can.
- Because I am concerned.
- Because each one of us is affected.
- Because women are not sex slaves.
- Because women are important.

Human Rights
- Because all humans are of equal standing.
- Because everyone must be treated fairly.
- Because justice should be blind.
- Because I am human too.
- Because I can speak for others.
- Because nobody deserved to be maltreated.
- Because everybody must be happy.
- Because money is not enough.
- Because humans are not sex slaves.
- Because humans have their own opinions and have the right to voice them out.

Animal Rights
- Because I believe that Animals are not to be treated unfairly.
- Because I care.
- Because they are beings too.
- Because they have feelings too.
- Because they want to be loved.
- Because I can.
- Because I am concerned.
- Because many animals are suffering for our small pleasures.
- Because Animals do not deserve to be skinned alive just for their fur.
- Because they are our friends too.
- Because some animals are near to extinction.

Because I am a young advocate and my medium for advocacy is through theater and literature.

So how was it piggin' out for the night?

So how was pigging out?

Pigout tonight actually started this afternoon, Halo-halo and take note...with Ice cream on top...plus KangKong from the swamps with bagoong from the dumps...of course not, silly, hahaha... I was quite stuffed after those treats, I even had company, how sweet is that?...and salty?...Thanks to Ms. Clarie and Chowking! I had some of my yamot feelings down my tummy...hhhmmm...

Walkathon around the campus, that was what happened after the first pigout, she needed to go home...and so we both did...as I reached home, I ended the pigout for the day...but I could not just do that because of company loss...after all, I can pigout alone, however, it's better with company...and so the pigout continues...

"Maiba lang, their having a small moviethon here at the shop and I can feel the tension from them...eh paano ba namang hindi? : Ay Shit! Ay Puta!...you know,,,the typical Filipino Viewrs just like me...oh anyway, I'm overusing sllipses again"

Going back...a pigout for dinner...Only one rice becuase that is a nono...a big NONO when it comes to a pagout because it brings low satisfaction to the tastebuds (unless for sushi of course), So I had a cup of rice and a bunch o Baguio beans and a big serving of Bingagoongan, yup, the second dose of bagoong for today...And I was definitely stuffed...tamang tama sa mga yamot like me, hahaha.

Well, pigging out will conrinue tonight, later this evening, It's actually 10:35 post-meridian time...gotta have some porrige later...I'll be away tomorrow for the season we call undas.

Don't say Pera...Say Cash...it sounds more professional.

P.S.
Time to play dirty

What a suvey

Having quite a bad time today, I feel quite bored, so I answered one of those non-sense and unsolicited surveys in Friendster's bulettin boards and here's what I have arrived into.

Just so my readers know, I have been "yamot" all day since yesterday afternoon for a reason I wish for nobody to know of...anyway, I have just considered and declared that this coming night is officially a pigout night, whether I'm alone or not, I will have a pigout night...but I do hope I would have some company around...

Do you swear to tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth?

> No I do not

1.)Where were you last night?

>House, yamot to the max

2.)Three names you go by?

> Pogi, Huy and Psst

3.)What is your relationship status?

>What's with the interview?

4.)What's the best part about being single?

> No worries

5.)What's the best part about being in a relationship?

>Having no commitments?

6.)Think of the last person who said "I love you", do you think they meant it?

> My Parents

7.)Who did you last talk to for longer than 10 minutes on the phone?

>My Parents

8.)Do you give out second chances easy?

>I put them on probation

9.)Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?

>What's an "ex"?

10.)Why did your last relationship end?

>Because it did not even start

11.)If you had to get back together with one of your exes who would it be?

>Sorry, I really don't know what an "ex" is

12.)Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?

>Yes, my Parents

13.)Do you hate the last guy/girl you had a thing with?

>What's a thing? sorry, I think I'm not good at this

14.)Ever kissed a brown haired, blue eyed person?

>Buddy!!! Her eye color changes periodically though, used to be blue

15.)Suppose you see your gf/bf kissing another person what would you do?
>Let them be? Hindi naman ako magkaka-AIDS eh

17.)Has anyone ever given you roses?

>WTF?

18.)Someone leaves a note and flowers on your car, cute or tacky?

>See No.17

19.)If someone likes you would you want them to tell you?

>Mwah? I guess?

20.)Are you picky about who you give your number to?
>Yah

21.)Have you ever regretted letting someone go?

> No, becuase I know I am happy now

23.)Your thoughts of long distance relationships?

>Newp

24.)Is it easier to forgive or forget?

>They start in the same way but end's in opposite ways...one giving and one getting

25.)How many kids do you want to have?

>Two perhaps?

26.)What are you looking forward to in the next week...

>Another pigout night?

27.)Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
>Once a person is known, it never fades, it only hides in the sub-conscious (sociology)

28.)Think of the person you'd like to be with the most right now, when did you last talk to them?

>Yesterday

29.)Do you hate being alone?

>Apparently

30.)Do you call anybody by their last name?

>Call me unethical...sometimes

31.)Have you ever been called a bad influence?

>As I know...not yet...that's what I know though

32.)Do you drink tea?

>Yep

33.)What is it you truly want right now?

>PIGOUT!!!

34.)Would you get married if you could right now?

>Newp

35.)How do you make your money?

>Create them through fancy machines called "printers"

37.)Are you a jealous person?

>Agar?

38.)Do you walk around naked?

>"I find it hard to walk with glasses" - Eye

39.)Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?

>Self-spoiled?

So goes my time wasted...however, I did enjoy though...ah, i'm so looking forward for tonights PIGOUT!!! I hope to have lots of company tonight!!! Love it!!!

"I really really love it!" - Bb. Statistician

Why is this day so different?

Today, actually yesterday, the last day of September, though it was not weird, it just cam in a quite different way.

I stayed at home after lunch and I went back to UST at aroung 6 PM to take a quiz...yup, to take a quiz...not in a classroom!...where? At the Miguel The Benavides Library...

Eleap...it's a long story...smiling face...

I had many thoughts in mind, it's just that I have no one to share them with, I just feel so alone because Ihave no one to talk to...someone who will understand me....

Una sa lahat, hindi ako maiintindihan ng mas bata sa akin dahil hindi niya level ang maturity ko; however, I am not fully matured...

Secondly, hindi ako madaling maiintindihan ng babae, Male understands Male, eh wala naman ang Babae kung ano'ng merong ang Lalaki eh...same goes with females...

Third, people of a homogeneous manner of thinking. I am not saying that there are people who have same thinking manners, but, there are people who have similar manners of thinking and that they usually supplement each others' needs, these people are good listeners and good speakers...

Ewan ko, basta ganito ang tinitignan ko whenever I am looking for someone to talk to, the best kung sama sama silang lahat.

Collegiate life is very different, it's as if everything personal suddenly turns into something mutual, everything is done for a purpose, this is not very admirable, because if the purpose if fulfilled and done, the caused mutual ism will disappear...it's just s sad right?

Many things come our way, so far, everything in my way came positively, and everything negative is turned positive, thanks to mind power and mostly...to God...Go Theo! Go USTe!

Alcohol Intakes...another one tonight...tomorrowmaybe I'll chill at Roxas at the morning and Ortigas at the evening...it's a long story...'yun. smiling face.

That's what I can say about today...nothing more, nothing less.....Wahahahey!

Changes a Novo Ecijano have undergone (and still counting)

Well...sabihin na natin nag-increase ang alcohol intake ko the past few months....

Naging natural na sa akin ang pagligo during extremes...extremely late or extremely early...

Naging isang achievement ang grade na 80 na dati kong itinatatwa!

Naging isang bread and butter ang mediocre grades para sa amin...take note...para sa amin!

tambutso...alam niyo na 'yun...

Siguro kunwari hindi ako nagdodota...pero sa mga nakakabasa nito...nakabasa nito...kulang lang ako sa oras...wahahahey!

DoTA!!! Wahahahey!!!

Yahp. I DoTa...Do You? wahahahey!!!

Na-expose ako araw-araw sa mga amoy, all colors, shapes, sizes and scents!

Na-expose ako araw-araw sa mga romans fellows and countrymen ko!

I meet many people, pero hindi sila lahat eh acting people, mayroong iba, acting animals, wahahahey!

Pero lahat ng mga taga TRAP CUP (alam niyo na yun, kung hindi pa alam, just reply!), mababait...sila nga nagpaalala sa akin na maganda ang buhay eh....at salamat, naalala ko na ulit... wahahahey!

Jihad...bati na tau, sorry. wahahahey!!!

Wahahahey!

TRAP CUP!